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[Diam Larkei]

Purpose

Diam began his day like usual : washing bandages,hunting for food,but also praying for his diety.He got himself at the orange altar and began to pray for Esuna’s blessings. After a little while,something got into his attention. A youngest of the clergy hood came by and looked nervous.

-What his wrong brother?,asked the former Vicar.
Still nervous, the acolyte answered:

-I need some of my focis blessed.Would you mind to help me?

A wonderfull smile could now be seen on Diam’s lips. The Cleric stood up and started to meditate on his new task and then started to bless those said focis in Her name. His little duty took most of the day as the young fellow was asking questions about the work being done. Diam grined at every of those questions ,because it remembered him in his youngest time in Papua. As he was done to with focis,Sarion the young priest, asked one last question.

-Brother,may I know why you once left the brotherhood back then, if I may still be polite?

Diam’s big smile became suddenly an irritated smirk.

-If I only knew this answer of your question myself,I would be more than happy my friend.

Sarion looked confused and Diam did not mind about this reaction. He got himself on his steed and went outside,wondering where he could get the answer.

[Diam Larkei]

Going through changes

Your faith should always remain the same and grow bigger in time, said Engel.

How could this be brother? What if my faith grows bigger, but changes its approach? , answered Diam.

If this ever happens, we shall never talk again, primed the Dean.

Unfortunately, this imaginative situation occurred….

In this time, Diam was lost:lost in his mind,lost in his faith,and also, lost in the brotherhood.The decision he had taken,back in the epoch,was simply mindless. Moreover, it was selfish. In fact, why this selfishness? Diam was wondering. Why did he have to leave his friend when they were in dire need of everyone to stay sticked as a brotherhood? Diam was still clueless.
“It takes a lot of courage to leave your friends alone,but it takes even more to leave yourself alone”
These were the last words Diam heard from Guilmor in Malas. At that time,Diam did not understand their meaning. Days were going by and so was time and Diam was still ignorant about. However, after a little while in his new journey in Yew,Diam began to understand these words. Yew forest was surely a wide place where the priest could be rightfully free to do his will,but it lacked something. Again,time and days were going by all along the seasons and this preoccupation in Diam’s mind was growing bigger.What was going on? Was it his faith growing bigger? Most likely not.
One day, while Diam was remembering his glory days in Papua and Malas, everything got clear in one second. He was missing his friends.Diam looked up in the sky,looked down on the floor,looked at his robe and his steed. Diam was not confused anymore.

-This is not me. This kind of life does not fit me at all. It may take a lot of courage to leave your friends and even more to leave yourself alone, but it takes much more guts to come back ask forgiveness and apologize about your sins.

Diam jumped onto his steed and recalled wherever his faith tolkd him to go.